Monday, May 30, 2005

My Personal Drug History

At 13 years of age I took my first drink, by the age of 21 I checked into my first rehab. It began by the usual experimental drinking in a small rural town in Pennsylvania. Being that I was shy, alcohol was a gateway to communication for me and I felt that I was more fun when I was drunk. Soon after I was introduced to marijuana. From the moment I took the first hit I was hooked. For those who think marijuana isn't a gateway drug keep reading. LSD quickly fell into my hands and I became addicted, eating it like candy. My LSD habit escalated to using it two to three times per week for the next three years. Between the alcohol, LSD and marijuana there wasn't a moment of a day that I was actually sober.

By the time my senior year of High School rolled around my drug and alcohol problem was out of control. Three months prior to my high school graduation, I was hanging out at a friend's house smoking marijuana when someone pulled out a bag of cocaine. Snorting cocaine quickly became a daily habit. At times, I would do so much that I had to smoke marijuana to bring myself down. While other kids were concerned about their senior pictures and prom dresses, I was consumed with the worry of running out of cocaine and faling flat on my face. I was stealing money from my parent's business and from my grandparents on a daily basis to support my alcohol, cocaine, marijuana, and LSD habits... to be continued...

1 Comments:

At August 28, 2005 5:56 PM, Blogger Becky said...

erica,
Ihave read all of your information. I am glad to see the your life took a wonderful turn. I have been clean now for two years. I have chosen to share my knowledge and experience with others, just as you have. I remember you back then
when we both had the same problems. I know you and we share allot of the same mistakes. just wanted to let you know that my life slowly came together. I just wanted to see how your life turned out after all these years. I don't expect a response from you, just know that I still think about you.
Take care of yourself. I'm glad we are both doing well.
Becky C.

 

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